my past painful

for a post at this time I want to tell me if just GSW send sms and call me, but he called on my father's cell phone around 20:15 hours earlier. was appointed by my father but he did not say anything just stay quiet. then he sms me "Dira", then I reply with my number "doing as yousms to my number? I'm not a Dira" and he replied "continue?" then I'm back again "it's not that time I was honest, do not pretend not to know" but he's no longer reply sms from me.

actually I'm very confused, what is he contacted me again with this title? in that time I was honest with him, as I read the text of the men had started my body is hot again and hands, my feet became cold. why when I was starting to forget him, he just casually come again in my life. I was very sick with all this VERY SICK!! if only he knew the true sense of my heart, but did not seem likely. I really know him how his character and attitude.


I do not know, I'm confused by the way his mind. but for sure I still had a little taste of him, but why does my heart used to be when you receive a message from him? oh god is this a sign that I was able to forget him? if it's true I'm very thankful to you:) I hope he's happy there even though I'm a pain here.